"Why don't you stay with me? Don't hesitate because I don't have a husband yet..." I missed the last train at the Became company party. Even though she was drunk, she lied to herself and chose to stay at Maki's house to compare herself with Maki, perhaps due to her admiration and dedication. I went to the house to be invited while arranging such excuses, but I had experienced being rejected by someone I admired in just one night.