I am a married woman. Since moving in together, I haven't had a single day of happiness because the solid promises my husband made before marriage have yet to come true. He promised to care for me, nurture me, and provide me with a fulfilling life, but the reality is completely the opposite. With his meager monthly salary and frequent business trips away from home, I find it very hard and feel very lonely. It's also for this reason that I have had an affair with another man. He always knows how to pamper me both materially and emotionally, especially compensating for the emotional lack I had before. Whenever my husband goes on a business trip, I bring my lover home, and we enjoy the pleasures that sex brings.